"Do not be discouraged by the difficulty of keeping your focus on Me. I know that your heart's desire is to be aware of My Presence continually. This is a lofty goal; you aim toward it but never fully achieve it in this life. Don't let feelings of failure weigh you down. Instead, try to see yourself as I see you. First of all, I am delighted by your deep desire to walk closely with Me through your life. I am pleased each time you initiate communication with me. In addition, I notice the progress you have made since you first resolved to live in My Presence..." ~Jesus Calling, by Sarah Young (November 1).
On the morning I read this, I thought it was sweet, just what I needed, like this devotional is every day. I didn't really think much of it. Later on though, I actually remembered what it said. Usually I wouldn't think twice about what I read, but I was reminded of this one very randomly. I was brought to tears as I remembered this passage. God spoke to my heart, and reminded me that our efforts to grow in Him do not go unnoticed. He hears our cries and understands our longing to be close to Him. When I feel lame because I can't pay attention while reading my Bible, or when I miss an opportunity to thank Him, God knows that I am trying. He knows that I get distracted and tempted, but all He cares about is that I am trying. He loves that. And He notices my growth and increasing strength as I learn to rely on Him in everything. It was comforting to be reminded that God pays attention. He loves us and He loves that we love Him.
God is always right by our side. He is very aware of the struggles we are going through- He's always known that they would happen. He is guiding us through our darkest days, and comforting us when we feel most alone. Sometimes, I ask Him simply to give me strength to get through the day. Sometimes that is all I can ask for, because that's all I need.
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